Change Jobs, Change Cars, Even Go Trade Your Soulmate....But You Can't Trade-In 'YOU'

''YES''  I have an urge to throw in my towel.  Both hands in the air, waving a little white-flag!
Life has blessed me more then my share.  And....life has also smacked me in the face.  
Emotionaly wounded and ashamed.  
 Life-lessons?   Whatever that's expected to mean!

 I give outsiders the perception of living hale and hearty. 
Fully-human!  Fully-awake!  And, of course...   Fully-Alive!  

Come-on now,  ''Really?''   We're working more hours. We're getting less sleep.  Plus we're experiencing bizarre aches and pains!  

Body's way of saying...Oups!   ''Don't forget to take care of yourself.'' 
Your nerves give-in.  You can't tolerate your environment anymore.

''SOMEBODY STOP THIS FREAKED-OUT HAMSTER FROM RUNNING AROUND IN MY HEAD!''

An astonishing  FACT is 70% of our total-energy ...IS emotional fuel!   Bet you didn't know that!

We care for our bodies, but we're lousy taking care of our Souls.   Should for some reason we lack energy, even our dreams can't survive. Unlike physical-energy, which runs down-hill as we get older..BUT..  emotional-energy is expected to increase with the years since we have a better comprehension of ourselves.

Emotions are just  momentary-seconds.

Our moods can last for days.

And, our temperament forges itself over time.

See why its powerful to take care of what we feel following an event.  We pratice this tool at work.

Especially following a difficult intervention.  It's hard to keep balanced and healthy in this modern world...even for the fittest!

Everyone needs to believe the future holds something better.  Even if you can't see the other-side.

Until you are on stronger-grounds and feel a little more healthy.. Build from baby-steps! 

Before you know it, you will have stumbled upon what it takes to wake-up

in the morning and realize your ''THRILLED TO BE ALIVE! ''

BREAK OUT OF YOUR HANDCUFFS.

Have you dropped the keys?
Then break-out of you handcuffs!
You know the signes to avoid;
Fantasy-world is only an image. 
Often practiced among couples 
in addictive relationships.
To omit, since unhealthy and 
sometimes against our values.
Leaving only unworthiness.

But... What if he's all that, and I still
lack trust in him... What then?
  
Then move straight through the front door and
it doesn't matter if it slams shut on your way out.

I know I make it hard to love me.
I want something "normal"
compatible to my "crazy" life-style.

Recognize dishonesty as a big No-No.
If not-the-worst of all.
Either this person doesn't know he has done wrong,
or he doesn't care.
I don't know which is worst?
Your not getting any younger!
It's your destination, nothing wrong being bold.

Now, take off those childish-toy handcuffs!
No reason to fear your demons anymore.
Your WINGS-R2-FLY freely...

Let me know when you get there!

How will I know I'm there?

When your HEART feels pleasure...
                                      you'll have arrived.    

Wisely Weed Your Garden.

Fertilize and cultivate?  Gardening...of course!

I love passionately this activity for many, many reasons.

I don't even mind forking over the money either!

 WHY?  Because I get a ''High'' euphoria-sensation.

It's all about the pay-off in the end.

Always has been about seeking-comfort.

No doubt that there's a medical-theory out there  

already explaining the process.

(First)  To care with water and shineshine after

seeding ...bla-bla-bla

(Secondly)  Taking into consideration 

simply because of arousal and curiousity.

BUT BESIDES THAT?

What if someone of a Higher-Power plants 

an idea or a thought in your head?

Kinda-like; images insisting and 

invading your mind. 

Comparable to a Law-of-Intuition ?

Without no-doubt, scientifically already established.

BUT HEY.. WAIT A MINUTE !

That's not what being among the living is...

No, because that's not even...Living!

If that was the case,  ''It's a flee for survival.''

Therefore, Man-Kind is in trouble ?.?

OUCH.....

I admit turning my head from opportunities

and tossing it aside without regards.

Would something have bloosomed?

Maybe.....

But, we won't know...Will-we?

Next time an opportunity passes your way,

CHILL-OUT  a while...

There's always time later to weed your garden

of the undesired-growths!

photo by;  Wings-R2-Fly

Just pop-ups from what seems like no-where?

It's vital, that perhaps next time, you,ll be Wiser!

By the way,

THIS SPRING THE FLOWERS ARE EXPECTED

TO BE BREATH-TAKING!

 

 

La Chute De L'Innonence

photo by   Wings-R2-Fly

Tristan-R-Fly est un garcon nee un jour d'ete. L'Autre cote de la ville suit la naissance de Justine2-Wings.

Les annees passent. Voila deja la premiere journee d'ecole. Ils se font connaissance. La gene fait place aux jeux. Taquineries et amusements quotidiens. L'Amitie s'installe. 

 Les annees ne cesse de passer. Ils grandissent. Les amusements du jeux prendent une nouvelle significatif. Reorganisation; la vie s'en charge! Au courant du printemps, un exchange de regard s'enflamme. L'Innonence s'engage vers l'inconnu. Ils ne connaissent pas les regles du jeux. Wings-R2-Fly; c'etait l'amour!

Maintenant, devenuent des adults trop vite!

Ils chantent...mais plus la meme chanson. Un est le feu qui brule et l'autre les flammes qui le nourrit. Avec le temps il ne reste plus que les cendres de leurs innonences.

Ils tombent....

Pourquoi une chute de si haut?

Et l'amour dans tout ca?

Tell Everyone; Might Not Be Coming Home.

There's places I rather not wander off too.
The matter is viscously deep to even imagine crossing over.
It's not that I choose the journey of least resistance.  Where do I stand?
I can't just lay-low; I'll sink in the mud!

So, maybe I should believe what's written in the books.
Someone will make it all O.K.
What am I suppose to do?  ..afraid to make the wrong choice?
Staying ''put'' is one option; tempting to cross-over is another.
But this isn't fair, either way I have no guarantees.

I may never find my way back home.
Hey...does anybody hear me?  ...heearr mee.  Echos back.
I'm aware nobody can hear.    No one is even listening! 
Shut-up and save your breath.  Life has never left me empty handed.
I'm lacking inspiration. I'm lacking determination.

What is it that you need on the other side?  What's that important? 
I've failed many.... Deception; I'm past.  Me seems somewhat intact!
Independently doing and making my own choices!   Seeking freedom in all the ways that matters.
The impossibility to cross-over takes nothing of that away.  I wouldn't have wanted it to.

No moving truck required.
Your data is up to date.

Psychology means soul knowledge.
Our culture believes in healing the body.
Behind the healthy body..... lies The Soul.

I still don't know where to stand? 
Odd that I ask myself that question;
       ...I'm really engaged just trying to find a home right now!