Perverted Thoughts.

We say ''yes'' when We mean ''no''.
Is that what I haven't gotten....Yet?
Or maybe I have.... And the Others haven't!

It's possible?
Yeap... There's possibilities.

Feel like stomping my-feet on the hard-wood-floor.
An animated-Western-tune playing on the juke-box.
Very exhausting...otherwise, boring-to-death!

It's My thoughts right Now.
Lately...all-to-often too.

The BLACK-and-WHITE photograph of-the-same-image.
Just another expression!
...little-fade
...little-cold.
The in-between GRAY!
...lacking-energy
...lacking-sensitivity.
Nor-black and nor-white.

''Can you ''feel'' what I'm saying?''
I'm not talking about depression or an-illness.
You know...The week's Wednesday...or Walmart stores!
The reality...that's all.
Not the same as yesterday...
Most-surely, different tommorrow.

(it's as if you can almost taste-it..)
Stale-GRAY....

Unfortunately, I'm sorry...
But thank-you anyways just for trying to understand.
                                                   ....or maybe You-do?

ANGELS and DEMONS

I clutch my sheets tightly to my chin.

Growling anxiously;

''I don't want to get up!''

Everyday I preferred to huddle in my blankets.

Lids-shut not to eye-witness day-light.

It's those brutal Demons again.

Knocking and knocking every darn night.

''HUSH...LISTEN....''

Vibration like noisy-thunder to my body!

Days-up and days-down,

Desperately I question it's necessity?

I've discovered that my brain could be my true enemy!

''BUZZ-BUZZ''

To my ear-drums only to sting me like a bubble-bee.

''OUCH!''

And ''OUCH'' again for those tears that began

with a whisper of-some-sort.

Painful and torturous to my thoughts.

Suddenly, one day when life knocks you down,

you land on your back instead of your head!

Eye-balls half popped-out,

you'll see that fade-light.

It's not as dark anymore.

Oh, my Angels must be near-by.

I can hear a murmur...

''THEN HUSH AND LISTEN...

WHAT ARE THEY WHISPERING?''

That there isn't any big secret in life.

Heaven-and-Earth aren't mine.

And be-that-as it may.....

Things will continue to come crashing-down!

Whether I like it or not!

''AND?''

To consider that there still is alot

of learning to do....

And that till my last breath!

WHY BLOG ANYWAYS?

Who cares what was said out-loud last night!

Did anybody take the time to listen?

Did anybody even care?

But if the words you said had a significance on One's feelings or emotions

...AH THEN WORDS HAVE POWER!

If  ''posts'' of   NURSALICIOUS   mean nothing to you,

then its just words on a white page.

The most profound moments can be a challenge to describe.

Shaping-an-image with precise words.. Kinda like drawing a picture!

Writing  NURSA-and-LICIOUS ...I have nothing to prove!
Only an eye-wink of my personality...White-or-black, rarely grey.

Smashing antagonisms may I add!

The hero of my blog trives to find words towards the path of awareness.

For words reveal plenty on One's beliefs and thoughts. 

Wouldn't you get up and run if you recognized you weren't

where your suppose to be?

Hero states there's nothing to fear if your telling yourself the truth.

Seems so incoherant in my world.

Then again...Is living fiction a lie?

Didn't think so either!

WINGS-R2-FLY

( author and hero  of the blog! )  
                    

  

Change Jobs, Change Cars, Even Go Trade Your Soulmate....But You Can't Trade-In 'YOU'

''YES''  I have an urge to throw in my towel.  Both hands in the air, waving a little white-flag!
Life has blessed me more then my share.  And....life has also smacked me in the face.  
Emotionaly wounded and ashamed.  
 Life-lessons?   Whatever that's expected to mean!

 I give outsiders the perception of living hale and hearty. 
Fully-human!  Fully-awake!  And, of course...   Fully-Alive!  

Come-on now,  ''Really?''   We're working more hours. We're getting less sleep.  Plus we're experiencing bizarre aches and pains!  

Body's way of saying...Oups!   ''Don't forget to take care of yourself.'' 
Your nerves give-in.  You can't tolerate your environment anymore.

''SOMEBODY STOP THIS FREAKED-OUT HAMSTER FROM RUNNING AROUND IN MY HEAD!''

An astonishing  FACT is 70% of our total-energy ...IS emotional fuel!   Bet you didn't know that!

We care for our bodies, but we're lousy taking care of our Souls.   Should for some reason we lack energy, even our dreams can't survive. Unlike physical-energy, which runs down-hill as we get older..BUT..  emotional-energy is expected to increase with the years since we have a better comprehension of ourselves.

Emotions are just  momentary-seconds.

Our moods can last for days.

And, our temperament forges itself over time.

See why its powerful to take care of what we feel following an event.  We pratice this tool at work.

Especially following a difficult intervention.  It's hard to keep balanced and healthy in this modern world...even for the fittest!

Everyone needs to believe the future holds something better.  Even if you can't see the other-side.

Until you are on stronger-grounds and feel a little more healthy.. Build from baby-steps! 

Before you know it, you will have stumbled upon what it takes to wake-up

in the morning and realize your ''THRILLED TO BE ALIVE! ''

BREAK OUT OF YOUR HANDCUFFS.

Have you dropped the keys?
Then break-out of you handcuffs!
You know the signes to avoid;
Fantasy-world is only an image. 
Often practiced among couples 
in addictive relationships.
To omit, since unhealthy and 
sometimes against our values.
Leaving only unworthiness.

But... What if he's all that, and I still
lack trust in him... What then?
  
Then move straight through the front door and
it doesn't matter if it slams shut on your way out.

I know I make it hard to love me.
I want something "normal"
compatible to my "crazy" life-style.

Recognize dishonesty as a big No-No.
If not-the-worst of all.
Either this person doesn't know he has done wrong,
or he doesn't care.
I don't know which is worst?
Your not getting any younger!
It's your destination, nothing wrong being bold.

Now, take off those childish-toy handcuffs!
No reason to fear your demons anymore.
Your WINGS-R2-FLY freely...

Let me know when you get there!

How will I know I'm there?

When your HEART feels pleasure...
                                      you'll have arrived.    

Wisely Weed Your Garden.

Fertilize and cultivate?  Gardening...of course!

I love passionately this activity for many, many reasons.

I don't even mind forking over the money either!

 WHY?  Because I get a ''High'' euphoria-sensation.

It's all about the pay-off in the end.

Always has been about seeking-comfort.

No doubt that there's a medical-theory out there  

already explaining the process.

(First)  To care with water and shineshine after

seeding ...bla-bla-bla

(Secondly)  Taking into consideration 

simply because of arousal and curiousity.

BUT BESIDES THAT?

What if someone of a Higher-Power plants 

an idea or a thought in your head?

Kinda-like; images insisting and 

invading your mind. 

Comparable to a Law-of-Intuition ?

Without no-doubt, scientifically already established.

BUT HEY.. WAIT A MINUTE !

That's not what being among the living is...

No, because that's not even...Living!

If that was the case,  ''It's a flee for survival.''

Therefore, Man-Kind is in trouble ?.?

OUCH.....

I admit turning my head from opportunities

and tossing it aside without regards.

Would something have bloosomed?

Maybe.....

But, we won't know...Will-we?

Next time an opportunity passes your way,

CHILL-OUT  a while...

There's always time later to weed your garden

of the undesired-growths!

photo by;  Wings-R2-Fly

Just pop-ups from what seems like no-where?

It's vital, that perhaps next time, you,ll be Wiser!

By the way,

THIS SPRING THE FLOWERS ARE EXPECTED

TO BE BREATH-TAKING!

 

 

La Chute De L'Innonence

photo by   Wings-R2-Fly

Tristan-R-Fly est un garcon nee un jour d'ete. L'Autre cote de la ville suit la naissance de Justine2-Wings.

Les annees passent. Voila deja la premiere journee d'ecole. Ils se font connaissance. La gene fait place aux jeux. Taquineries et amusements quotidiens. L'Amitie s'installe. 

 Les annees ne cesse de passer. Ils grandissent. Les amusements du jeux prendent une nouvelle significatif. Reorganisation; la vie s'en charge! Au courant du printemps, un exchange de regard s'enflamme. L'Innonence s'engage vers l'inconnu. Ils ne connaissent pas les regles du jeux. Wings-R2-Fly; c'etait l'amour!

Maintenant, devenuent des adults trop vite!

Ils chantent...mais plus la meme chanson. Un est le feu qui brule et l'autre les flammes qui le nourrit. Avec le temps il ne reste plus que les cendres de leurs innonences.

Ils tombent....

Pourquoi une chute de si haut?

Et l'amour dans tout ca?